Last post of this blog

This is going to be the last post on this blog.
I'm going to move to another blog...
Those interested can ask me for my blog address.
And I'll decide if i want to let u know what it is...

What a Farce

Life is a gigantic farce...
Humans are just actors in this production.

Immense pain and heartbreak in letting go,
But in the objective state of mind,joy fills the soul
Brought it upon herself aniwae,
What have she gotta say still?

Another big chapter of life closes...
I oughta embrace another with much enthusiasm...
But I think.... it'll be hard to get back those sparks of bubbliness for a long time....

Increase GK!

To be able to interact intelligently with another intelligent person, u need to have abit of General KnOwledge...
So I am going to read more current affairs stuff.... (hmm national geo not enuf??)

Read more!! That's what I'm going to do.....

Friday

Today has been a better day than the rest of the weekdays, even though I have to wake up reeeally early to bring Samantha to the swimming complex for her lessons... Well while waiting at least I have time to read and be alone with myself.

It's a greeeeaaaat day today becos there's FCM!
FCM is really a blessing to my life. It's really a joy to be able to fellowship, sing songs, share and listen to the Word of God all in an evening. It's definitely the highlight of my week!And the best thing is that the girls in FCM have a separate prayer group every wednesday! I'm so elated :)

I was reading National Geo today and found a couple of interesting things ....This week's feature is the mistery of love....what is that that keeps a relationship going on for years even when the passion no longer sizzles...Well, quite an interesting read...
Here are some quotes:
"Arranged marriages are like "state sanctioned rapes"...Agreed!
"Novelty trigger dopamine ( a hormone released when u're in love for a long time....) in the brain, which stimulates feelings of attraction. So riding a roller coaster on a first date is more likely to lead to a second and third date..... "Guys..know wat to do to the girls on Vdae?? hahaha....
Too blessed to type more.... Nitez!

National Geographic

I had been looking around for National Geographic magazine for a looong time since I was back, and to my dismal the magazine stands around my vicinity doesn't have it.
I noticed there's this mama shop at clementi mrt station, but didn't have faith that it would have it. Then this afternoon i tot ....'maybe it is inside'...and wala! it IS there...
And it's the February issue!!
So even though it was 9 freaking bucks, I bought it!!!
Hahaha...flipping thru the pages of National Geo gives me so much joy.
Even though Herworld and Cleo are cheaper magazines, but whenever I buy them, after reading them I'll feel like i've just wasted my money..
National Geo is dfferent.....
THink i want to subscribe to it...
Hee...
I love national geographic!!

FASS RULEZ!

How many times must I say that Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences is the best faculty??
And to think they always say that Arts is a faculty for no-brainers...
Arts is the best!!
The people there are more fun, good looking, sophiscated, and the food is better...teachers are way better too!
The library is more lively and nicely furnished and it is always bustling ...
I went to the Science Library for the first time today... Boy was it such a dismal. Haha..
It's freaking boring and dreary...
I felt sick upon entering..
But I think i'm going to frequent there quite often, cos I'm going to read up more on Chemistry in Space :)
Putting on my mugger uniform for this semester.....

Saw Aidan (one of my friend who is a gay) and he was like 'Hey u're back! u look damn good!"
Hahaha.... To be praised by a GAY friend is certainly the highest compliment when it comes to looks.... Go figure :P Then i revealed that I put on x amt of kg. and he was like...'huh sure or not? that's alot leh.." Yes...sure.... why do u think i'm starving myself now??

I realise how important HP is. My HP had no battery today.... and that means I lost my sense of time! haha... and i couldn't contact marcus boi boi becos i'm supposed to save seats for our marketing lecture.... Good thing i met aidan who knew marcus as well...

Spot the Difference

Was the Stella before Hawaii really different from the Stella after??


I think the M*E is pretty ahead at what they teach the younger ones these days.
My p4 sister was reading her health education book and already they were talking about puberty! i only learnt about that in p6 leh....
They even learnt about the mensturation cycle, whic I only learnt in sec 2!
And there was this really sick cartoon picture in the book.It showed 4 students -2 guys,2 girls, sitting on a bench wearing singlets. 3 of them raised their hands, and the girl who didn't asked 'what are you doing?', the girl next to her said, 'showing off our armpit hair!"
I'm like....... oh my gosh......that is so gross.......
Then I told my sister...ee dont listen to them, this is so disgusting. haha....

I can't believe it lar....

New Friend

I'm so glad that even though I haven't officially settled down in a church, God grant a friend to help me in my life as well.
Was just talking to Gwyneth from Galilee BP, who is also my primary school classmate, and we have decided to be each other's prayer partners! I'm so glad....
Gwyn is a really nice girl and she's very fervent for the Lord,so i hope i can learn from her...
Singlemindedness for the Lord....That's what i want to be.......

To Be a Melody

When you tell God that such and such is ur reolution this year, even though u might forget at times, God won't. And he sent people to remind me of that.
This morning Char sms me and said I reminded her of Proverbs 17:22 about having a merry heart.
Well, I thank GOd for that becos it was indeed timely.
I want to be a melody, to be a healing melody that touches people, to cheer them up, to make a difference in their lives.
I know I've done many things that show the contrary in the past but I shall attempt to make it right.
I should really start doing that at home... I should have more patience when I teach Samantha.
I don't know why...I can teach many other students but I have the least patience for my own sisters. I must learn to suppress this impatience and teach her in a move loving way. I guess I was always stuck with the mentality that more scolding and yelling would drill the lessons into her brain becos at least, that was how my mum drilled lessons into my brains :P Sorry mum... haha... But it's good lar. It worked for me becos everyone can see I've turned into a smart woman what.... (bleh! yar right.... still quite sotong....)
Yup so I will learn to be nicer to my sister...

Yesterday's personal devotion was good... though i was really tired from studying.
There are times where we feel so lazy when it comes to doing our personal devotion, and sometimes we just pass them off as struggles that are always there.
Firstly we must get this right: We are not having time with God merely to know more about Him, but it should be because of a love relationship that we have with God that we want to spend time with Him thru His Word and thru talking to Him. Time with God enriches and deepens the relationship with God. The writer of the book used an analogy of spending time with someone you love.... The primary reason is not to find out more about that person, but because you simply enjoy being with her and u love her....or him. haha...

He pointed out one helpful reminder to all those who struggle with doing personal devotion daily.... It's to make the priority in our lives to come to love HIm with all our heart. How true it is..It's the lack of love that we have for God that sends the coldness and lack-of-fervour for Him and His Word.
And this is what I'm going to do....to strive to Love Him.
The devotional guide also suggested putting aside at least 30 minutes to take a walk outside to reflect about our walk with God, and our love for HIm.
So I'm going to make a special date this evening after I jog to talk to God under the stars.....or....the lack-of -stars :(

Parlez vous Francaise?

Today is my first french class!!
Boy was it difficult.
The teacher burst into the room with French, and if u were there with me , u'd surely witness the number of question marks floating in the room the whole time:P
Aniwae I guess I learnt a couple of stuff today...
The weird thing is, I don't understand why they don't teach us how to pronounce the French alphabet first...and teach us basics like the numbers.

Well for now,I learnt a little of how I should introduce myself...

je m'apelle Stella (I am Stella).
Vous vous applez comment? (How are u called?)
Vous etes Francais? (are u French)
Non, je suis Singapourienne ( No, I'm singaporean)

Met Ai Ling on my way to my Morphology and Syntax class...
Was elated to have met her and greeted her with a big hug!
Good friends have a way of speaking funny.....
"Mmm u smell nice..."
Hahaha..... I know! thank u!
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Hee..... au revoir!

I'm studying!

I've been a good student lately...
Even though it's just the first week of term,
I've been revising for all my modules, and even read ahead for my Morphology and Syntax class..
Can't do much about French, becos the stupid coursebook is written in French.
I must pull up my cap this semester...
Must learn from Jon Jon....he's on the freaking Dean's list!!
hAha...me don't have to be on dean's list lar....just need to gradually improve my CAP.

But so far's so good.....